gekkograffix

The world changed today while i was away, in shock i cried out: don't leave me behind! blinded, winded, clawing at the sun, in hopes that i can grasp a piece of light and hold on to some small string of normalcy ******************************************************************************** Second chances; i hear they exist but i have yet to witness my own Life, taken for granted once falls clear like rain around me No sleep tonight I wait up searching, longing, helpless, lonely heart tight in fear I gave up once Too soon, I guess now so late Still I wait for my second chance

my war you don’t know pain you don’t know fear or so they tell me you have everything you could ever want and yet why do you cry you must be spoiled you must be broken in some way to think that you have nothing or so they tell me but they don’t know what i have lost what i am missing what gaps rest in this soul they see so perfectly they see they don’t see me you don’t know hurt you don’t know what its like to be  torn to pieces or so they tell me but they don’t see my tears dried and fallen on my pillow late nights screaming inside my head i wage war the thoughts crowd me and

well i have finally have gotten a deviant page. id like to say ill update it every week... or at least the journal part but i know i probably won't. i'd love to make a comic book... but i don't know what to write about. something mysterious where girls get to kick ass (only because i wish i could) so if anyone has any ideas.... please do tell ;) (wierd cuz i work at a comic book shop... my new job is to learn how to 1 play warhammer 40k and teach it to little kids which should be fun ... if i can wrap my head around the game) anyways im going to try to put more of my art up. thanx!!!! kristi